Category: Arabella Grace

Contemplating Colostrum

It was our first morning as NICU parents. Shiloh had been born the night before, and had had an eventful night of tests and examinations and intervention. I had spent most of the night recovering on the maternity… Read More

Car seats, surgery & provision

I just got off the phone with Seattle Children’s. Arabella’s open heart surgery is officially scheduled for October 5th. We’ve known it’s coming for a long time. We knew even before she was born, that if somehow she… Read More

Four Letter Words Part Two

It was the second cold of the month, and once again it went straight to her lungs. The deep rattle immediately settled down in her chest, almost before any other perceptible symptoms. This time we knew where we… Read More

A glimpse at the Father’s heart

Oh the emotional roller coaster the past few days has been. Really, we are overcome with gratitude. Surgery went well, Bella won hearts and sailed through her hospital stay like a champ…although she was quite ready to get… Read More

A request

It’s a big week in this nation of ours. There is a lot to be hitting our knees about. In fact, at this point, it feels like that’s about the only thing left for us to do. But… Read More

Sowing in tears, reaping in joy

I’m staring at the blinking cursor on the screen. This should be an easy post to write, shouldn’t it? Shouldn’t the words flow fast and free? Oh the joy and celebration this day represents! The smell of cupcakes… Read More

Dear Arabella (June 10, 2016)

Dear Arabella, My sweet, sweet girl. Yesterday we celebrated TEN months of breathing, miraculous life. So many seconds, minutes, hours, and days beyond what we expected to have. Your mama still gets choked up when she thinks about… Read More

Flying into nine months

Our little peanut turned nine months old yesterday. Which means, despite the fact that we are leaving in approximately 9 hours and bags remain mostly unpacked, I had to whisk her outside today for just a few pictures…. Read More

Straight from a mama’s heart

It was the first time I ever noticed the, “what’s wrong with her?” look. We had been expecting it. That first day the diagnosis was postulated, sitting in the pediatrician’s office with the geneticist’s report in our lap,… Read More

Eight Months Early

Today, Bella flat out refused her afternoon nap. It was really my fault – she had stolen an odd catnap here and there earlier in the day as we went on a shopping adventure. But the punishment for… Read More